This is what I don't get... when am I supposed to work? I can't stand that place. And I think I need to let go a little more when it comes to this weather. I'm letting it keep me down and I hate that, it shouldn't effect my mood/creativity as much as it does. I keep searching for images for the book and I think I've come to realize everything should just come a little easier than it has been, I need that spark again where in the hell did it go? Mostly I've drown myself in all this wonderful stuff I love and cannot seem to pick and choose what I want to focus on. More than anything though I need to reclaim my life from this snow.

All of my supplies should be arriving on Tuesday as an upside to all this uncertainty, I just need to pick up some wood panels and that other screen from Berks Street. That is if I can get there, it's hard enough getting into CC right now as it is.